one day you will know. and i won't hide anymore, and i won't lie anymore. and i will show it, and i will scream it. and i will be so strong, it will be an anthem radiating through my veins. and you will listen when i tell you what happened. and you will hear the sincerity in my voice, and never once question its validity. and it won't be a surprise, and i'm not asking for your reaction. i am doing this solely for myself. and my sanity. one day you will know. and all the questions will be answered, and all the tears will have fallen. and i will be so strong. i can tell...because already..i can't quite remember your face.......