1/26/09


it has been almost one year since i left.
and when i first left the pain left me motionless.
and i remember so clearly thinking i cannot move, not today.
there is healing in movement.
there is healing in chosing.
and i chose to love the leave.
it has been almost one year since i left.
since i left a life that was not really me.
the year has brought tears, hurts and regrets
but it brought more laughter, hugs and promises.
my hope remains unchanged.
my healing remains daily.
i left it all behind in a hope for "new life"
i left it all behind to seek what i deserve
i left it all behind for the love of my life.
i loved the leave.
please dont give up.
you can do it too.
even on the darkest night, and the saddest days, when you feel like you cannot move.
a day will come when you move easier than you ever have.
a day will come when you dont feel the hurt.
and on the days you do, remind yourself of that.
leave.
love it.
love the leave.





"sometimes the sun stays hidden for years, sometimes the sky rains night after night...but our hope endures, the worst of condition"