when disastrous things happen, and pain billows into someone’s life. people always say the same thing, “time will heal”. but when you are in that disaster, and you hear those words, all you ache for is time to move, for time to begin the healing, for time to proceed. I can clearly remember looking down that bottle and thinking “I just wish it was a year from now, maybe it won’t hurt as bad”

a “year from now” is this weekend. I have made it so far.



“And in another year The pain will disappear And I will look back on this life As if it were a scene And in a little while I'll see that distant smile returning Just like back in the days When we were so naive In a film somebody made for you and me”