i have waited for years to find this out
it would keep me up at night
it would make me sick, make me drunk, make me mad
all i wanted was to know this.
and now i know.
and it still doesnt help.
i want what is promised to me.
i want the things that are spoken over me.
i want the words that God said to come true.
this will be something new.
this will be something beautiful in the end.
"ok babygirl, enough is enough, it's time to go now"
it's time to go now
it's time to go now
it's time to go now .



" Barclee you are gifted to speak, but the gift is not the main point. The same healing that is coming to you, you will bring to others. The hurting, the lost, those trapped in pain will hear you and find freedom. There is much more for you. What you think is only for those God must really love, is only a shadow of what He has for you...."