and there's only so much i can show her. and only so much i can tell her. and i promise one day everyone will understand, even her. even than it will be so clear, to love the leave. the freedom that radiates through my veins, is of no comparison to the pain that leaving caused. and the worth i see when i believe what i was told, is so much stronger than who i was. and the safety that closes my eyes each night with no worry, made it all worth it. please. love the leave, its all i can ask of you, all i can ask of her. and the panic, oh it's real, because it's made of the pain...but each day it will fade, and each morning will be brighter. i promise. so go. love the leave. i will still be here tomorrow.